IS DONE!!! I sent it to the editors today and hopefully well get it out in a couple of weeks.

OMG, I don’t even know where to begin with this one. I really wanted to share the heart of what I do outside of writing (hospice nursing) and the beauty that comes with being open to life.  Warning- tissues might be necessary… but I won’t tell you why! It is my hottest, and most intense, book yet. I truly hope you all will get a chance to read it and have it touch your hearts in the way it touched mine.
Blessings Upon All of You!
Luvs, Bree

My Guardian Dom

Hey Ya’ll!  
I wanted to thank everyone for the awesome reviews and feedback I’ve been getting on Guardian Domination.  I was asked to share a bit about that book and how it came about… especially after one reviewer commented that it was unrealistic, abusive and felt therapy was a better option to spanking.

Hate to break it to you guys, but Guardian is, for the most part, based on a true situation.  Mine.  The training…. many of the scenarios…. and how things came to pass.  Of course, we are not independently wealthy, nor do we live in Carmel… and I am no longer 18…. LOL! It’s spanking fiction for a reason, right?

When John and I met, I was a mess.  Despite the belief system that therapy can fix anything, I can tell you, that is not the case.  I know.  I tried. I had been raised in an unhealthy environment, married into a severely abusive marriage (where there was physical and emotional abuse), and constantly struggled with my own sense of failure, insecurities and fears.  After a hospitalization and resultant divorce, I was on my own for the first time in my life. I was driving myself into the ground working full time and struggling to put myself through my Masters in Psych when a friend coerced me to go out with him to listen to this band play.  As a people pleaser (my boundaries sucked back then), I couldn’t refuse and reluctantly went along. John’s playing impressed me and I commented on it. Well…..  the spark was there, you know, the sense of comfort you have when you meet someone who is good for you.  Not that I trusted my spark because mine always ended up in flames! John took it upon himself to get my number and started emailing.  Every time I looked, he was contacting me to see how my day was going, check on the progress of my thesis, inquire about my sugar levels…. nothing ‘creepy’ or invasive, just friendly and light.  We started talking daily, staying on the phone for hours after he got off of a late gig and I was still up doing homework.  After about three months, he finally asked me out on a casual date/hang out.  I was gun-shy and quickly backed out. I had sworn off men, relationships and anything that even resembled commitment. Nothing serious, he promised, just as good friends which we had become.  With a little convincing, I agreed.

He was going to be playing a gig close by and we decided to meet for dinner and maybe a movie afterwards. Although we had talked countless hours about everything (vanilla) under the sun, it was so different actually looking into his bright blue eyes and saying the same things to his face.  He had a fascinating way to draw things out of me, things I would never have considered sharing with anyone, let alone this man. I was guarded and had only told him enough about my recent past for him to know I would not put up with any repeated offenses demonstrated by the Ex. He held my hand across the table and gently, but firmly, told me that if I let go of my need to control, I would be much happier, healthier, and confident.  I did not like that advice. Not one bit. My response? Well…. it started with going against his request to not swear…..

John looked at me straight in the eye and told me bluntly, “I thought we knew each other well enough by now. You could use a good, long spanking, young lady. That was completely unnecessary.”

Of course, my retort did not include anything that even remotely resembled agreement.  It made me angry, in fact.  More so because I had that secret, hidden part of me that he knew nothing about. He stood up, paid the bill and silently held his hand out for me to take.  I resigned myself at that moment to believe I blew the chance of ever having a decent man in my life and, like everything else I touched, I poisoned this friendship too.

I was wrong, as I was on so many occasions when it came to John.  Not only did this decent guy want me, but he wanted me to be all I could be.  He saw something in me that no one else had, and he knew how to make the something come to life. That night, instead of a movie, he escorted me to his hotel room and laid down the rules of our relationship… first to my ears and then to my bottom.  The first rules was that I was never to say anything against myself again (Still working on that one.) I can’t say it was consensual, but then, I can’t honestly say it was not. Truly, the moments that followed that fateful encounter left me feeling confused, afraid, but also more feminine and secure than I had ever imagined.

That’s how it began.  There were other people involved in certain phases of my training, people who we still love dearly to this day. We were not involved sexually until my training had been completed (almost two years later) and he knew that I was ready to commit in both his lifestyle and as his wife. There were times the discipline was harsh, but it was always deserved and I never felt either abuse or neglect from him, only fairness and absolute love and devotion.  John believes that a woman’s bottom was put on this earth with the capacity of handling quite a bit of ‘use’, and that the fleshy parts of her anatomy were the only areas to be chastised. And he always follows discipline with much love and nurturing.

I can’t speak for all D&S relationships, just for my own.  Being a submissive, specifically being John’s submissive, has healed me all of my wounds and brought me to a place of peace and confidence that no amount of therapy, or medications, could ever do.  The lessons I learned through my own experience are ones I use as references when I’m counseling others in my private practice- normal, successful, highly-educated individuals who struggle with their alternative lifestyles and the people who ridicule or judge them.   Just looking at how my own sister has blossomed since her exposure to John’s training and the boundaries and demand for self-respect he has placed on her, proves to me time and time again that proper discipline, love, and enforced boundaries can effectively change the course of destruction in a person’s life. This lifestyle is not for everyone.  But to those who feel called to it, there is nothing more wonderful or more gratifying, and gives something that a therapist or drugs can never provide. Unconditional Love and Acceptance.

With All Our Love,
Breanna and John

Two By Day- Three By Night

Well, folks…. it’s almost done! I must say, this will be the most erotic and tantalizing piece I’ve ever written… plus, once again, it’s going to be a full length novel.  BTW- I’m so glad to get the feedback from you guys about the size of Guardian (yes, it was cut down from 115K to 83K words and I have not heard the end of it from my pesky kid sister!), and Generals’ Daughter (on Bethaney’s woodshed) had to be divided into 7 books (the original over 900 pages!).  Your feedback helped me decide to finish a book when it’s done and not be concerned about the length, and since it’s up to you guys- my readers, I’m happy to give you what you want!
I’m really excited about this story… it’s out there, like most of my books, and is birthed from nearly every woman’s fantasy- Menage! But not just a threesome… its a special threesome and one that will make your toes curl. Of course, there is a ton of romance, spankings and other kinky little twists and turns. I’ll keep you all updated as it progresses, ok?  Maybe if you email John, he’ll ‘urge’ me to write faster…..
Luvs, Bree

I’ve Got Something I Just Have To Say…

If you have ever read this blog before, you probably noticed that Bree and I interact much the same way as sisters everywhere. We argue, a little. She bosses me around, a lot. I complain, once in awhile…My point is, we are normal sisters that do not agree 100% of the time and often make our opinions quite obvious to one another.

You may have also noticed that my contribution to this blog does not really contain a lot of praise directed at Bree. I figure she has lots of fans that are already inflating her head enough. I don’t really need to add to that. I wouldn’t want her to you know, just float away like a hot air balloon or something. But today I need to make an exception.

Her latest book release, Guardian Domination, is probably my favorite book she has ever written. Well, in all honesty, it is tied with Generals Daughter. But a favorite book, none the less. So when she decided to finally submit it for publishing, I was thrilled. Cause I knew how good it was and I knew that you all were gonna flip over it just as much as I did.

 But, with that announcement came something else. She was being advised that the book was just a tad too big. That readers are not that interested in big books. So, like a good author, she heeded the advice she had received and started cutting content out of the book. And I started complaining. A lot. A whole lot. Cause I did not agree that readers don’t like big books. I think most readers-or at least the ones with half a brain in their heads-love big books. How else will you  really get into the characters heads? And how else can you totally and completely fall in love with a story line? Sure, you can love shorter books but big books, well, they are what I think readers want. Your paying for the story after all right? I mean, you want to get what you are paying for. In any case, we argued and lets just say, there were tears. Lots of them. Im not even sure why I cared so much, but I did. I am sure Bre could tell you -her with her psych background and all. But I don’t really want to know. I just know that I felt very strongly that cutting the book up was a bad idea.

Luckily, Bree is one of those people gifted in balance. She was able to cut stuff from that book that was redundant and that people wouldn’t miss-and actually added some new material-which definitely enhanced the book. Ultimately, I am not even sure how much she removed from the book and how much she added but the end result is….A Nice Big Fat Book. A terrific story that you read and fall in love with right away. And based on the reviews and comments she has received so far, I think that her peeps are loving the book just as much as I do. And the best part???? Sooo many comments about how happy they are that it is a full sized novel. Not a little book but a real story that you can sink your teeth into.

So what do I have to say about that???? Wait for it………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….
I TOLD YOU SO!!!!!!! 

That’s right. I knew this book was gonna be a hit and I knew that everyone would appreciate/love/adore the nice big size of it. So there you have it. Once in awhile, I am right about something. And I am not too proud to admit it. 🙂

P.S.  If you haven’t yet read this book, go get it now. Really, right now before it sells out.

Love, Nikki

In The DogHouse

Hi My Friends!

I am Sooooo Sorry that it’s been a while since I’ve posted.  Life takes over and messes up the things you want to do.  Obeying John, unfortunately, has been one of them and I’ve been finding myself BB and bawling on way too many occasions as of late.  Sigh…. stupid things, too.  Being disrespectful (I stuck my tongue out… or was it my finger), forgetting to phone home (I was in a bad neighborhood, I mean, he couldn’t have helped me anyway), and pretending to have a headache to avoid punishment (he called it lying… but the thought of the spanking was giving me a headache!).  Of course, the typical stuff like fighting with Nikki, not eating right and forgetting to take my meds.
All in all, it’s been a pretty crappy month EXCEPT—–

GUARDIAN DOMINATION is finally done and up for sale on Amazon and Blushing!  I’m sure I won’t hear any complaints about this one being too short— 25 chapters and 83K words.  That’s the size of TWO regular books!! Moreso, the story line is based on my own experience as being trained as a sub and the development of the relationship between a submissive and her Dom.  Plus a few naughty scenes… of course. Please, don’t forget to leave your reviews!

Also, be on the lookout for  
This is one of the spiciest and risque pieces yet.. and I’m LOVING it. I’m actually planning on taking some days off work to write more… do I dare tell you about it? Put these things together… spanking, menage, BDSM and romance to the nth!  Mix in a secret or two and bake it under the sky of one of the most intriguing places on earth, and we have a squirmingly hot piece of literature. Cross your fingers, I hope to have it done in the next week or two.

I wanted to thank all of you for your continued support and encouragement, as well as the story ideas you’ve been emailing me. I’m excited to see that there are some potential authors out there too, so whatever I can do to help, you let me know!
Love to All of You!

So Mad!!!

I am so angry right now. I have been under so much stress with school. I am in my senior year of nursing school. It is so much stress. So last semester I started smoking. Just a little bit. Like a cigarette a day. And Bre found out today and ratted me out. I don’t know why she couldn’t just leave it be. It isn’t that many. Maybe a pack a week. Its not that big of a deal. It helps me relax. Many of my classmates smoke a cigarette at break. I smoke one on the way to school, on the way home and during break. Thats about it. Why did she have to tell on me?

SubSpace– The Final Frontier

In my upcoming book, Guardian Domination, I’m going to be introducing the incredible phenomena known as ‘subspace’.  I thought it might be a good idea to talk about it so that my readers would better understand the circumstance and sensation that comes with it.

First, Subspace is very, very real….. it’s the body’s natural defense to pain or stress when the feeling of separation between body and mind occurs.  For anyone who runs, has had tattoos, or is into extreme workouts… you will know what I mean.  It’s that place of being put into auto-pilot when you no longer really feel, just function through the moment.

For a submissive, it is pure heaven…. the endorphins are pumped up to an all-time high and he/she can just embrace the moment when pain becomes pure pleasure.  Many of us LOVE the ‘after glow’ of a good spanking, but HATE the process.  Subspace enables us to have the best of both worlds. And Doms/Dommes? It is a sign of pure and absolute trust in you.

QUESTION:  Sounds great, but how do I get there?
Just like an athlete (for those of us who are not), we have to work to that point where our body is pushed to the limit of tolerance and then surrender to it.  It takes practice… relaxing and not fighting the pain, not fighting the process, resisting the urge to escape and just embrace the moment.  It’s taken me many years of practice to achieve subspace in a short amount of time… and there are requirements for me to get there.  Unfortunately for me, John knows what they are and, when being punished, he makes certain I feel every swat and stroke and deliberately keeps me from going into my ‘happy place’.

The best way to learn how to enter this zone is maintaining a slow and steady rhythm without any breaks- starting at the least sensitive point, the crown of the bottom.  Gradually build up the intensity without building the speed.  Doms/Dommes need to watch their subs closely…looking for signs of relaxation…. buttocks unclenched…. hands unfisted and tucked comfortably under the head… toes uncurled and legs straight, usually with ankles crossed…. no noise except an occasional purrrrrrrr.  Allow them to enjoy that moment before increasing the intensity.  Moving too quickly or too hard can jar them right out of that place.

It takes time and practice, and a lot of patience…. but it is a special place you can experience if you take the time to discover it.  Anyone have any experience they would like to share? Or any questions?  Lemme know!

Luvs, Bree



I am proud to announce my very first release through Stormy Night Publications with the hottest cover art by Kori Mae Johnson! Makes you wanna go cowboy hunting, huh? Luvs to All!  Bree

As the only daughter of a powerful mafia Don, Perlita Moretti is accustomed to a life of pampered luxury, but on the evening of her nineteenth birthday the family home is brutally attacked by another mob boss, her father is killed, and her entire life is forever changed.

Saved from the carnage by her beloved uncle, she flees for her life. She quickly discovers that the world outside her Long Island mansion is quite different and much larger than she had expected. She soon finds herself lost, and very much alone, somewhere in western Pennsylvania.

At a small diner, a desparate, terrified Perl runs into Henry ‘Hank’ Billings, a cowboy from a small Texas town who is finishing up some personal business in the region. After a rocky introduction, Hank comes to her rescue when a pair of mob goons show up.

Hank reluctantly allows Perl to accompany him back to his ranch to hide her until the mob gives up their hunt. It does not take long for the serious-minded Texan to place the willful, spoiled young lady across his knee for a bare-bottom spanking and some basic lessons in good manners. As time passes, Perl allows herself to submit to the old-fashioned hard work and discipline of Texas ranch life.

Having been hurt by a woman before, Hank resists his growing desire for Perl, convincing himself that the almost twenty year age difference between them would make any advances on his part ungentlemanly. Perl, however, has fallen for him with all her heart, and she does not intend to let him keep her at arm’s length. With the mob still hunting her, can she convince Hank that she needs him as much more than just her firm, caring protector?

This book contains sexual scenes and spankings, including domestic discipline in a historical setting. If such material offends you, please do not buy this book!

Now available on Amazon, Barnes&Noble and Blushing Blooks!

Implements- Tools or Torture? Part I

Thanks to my buddy, James, I finally have a new computer.  I guess the poor guy got tired of editing all my typos that came with the crummy keyboard and my general lack of interest. So now, I have no more excuses regarding my frequency of updating the blog, writing my books or responding to emails.

A computer is a tool for my art and to communicate… unfortunately, implements serve the same purpose to any self-respecting Dom/Domme.  They not only relish the effects of a bottom well-spanked, but also that the lesson they were teaching is well learned.  I’ve had many fans ask me about the pros and cons of different implements and, of course, my favorites.  Just an FYI- it’s personal choice and dependent upon each individual’s needs. I’m a leather girl… hate wood…
John’s got a whole arsenal…I’ll cover a few each time and want your comments regarding your experience with these! Of course, what we subs might consider pros/cons might not be how our Doms/Dommes see it!

Pros:  Very convenient , most intimate , catches all the curves 🙂
Cons:  Very convenient
Comment:  My fav OTK.       


Pros:  Easy to carry/hide,  fits well in palm for easy swing , min bruising 
Cons: Smaller focus     
Comments: OTK – sharp sting    
Pros:   Different thicknesses, Designed for palm    
Cons: Can bruise, sharper edges can distract from discipline
Comments: OTK- hard sting/deep                                                          

HAND PADDLE/oval    

Pros:  Fits in the palm, covers larger area, reddens quickly 
Cons: Deeper bruising 
Comments: OTK- thuddy, good for alternate positions

HAND PADDLE/ oval with holes  

Pros:  Fits easily in palm ,covers larger area, reduced air resistance- less work to make impression
Cons: Can blister/bruise    
Comments: OTK- sharp/bite, good for alternate positions.. Nikki LOVES this one!


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