So I see all of you are interested in two main subjects. I will talk about the first one in this blog post, and will address the second in my next post. So how is a sub supposed to act in public with her Dom? Well the simple answer my lovelies, is as he orders her too. But  as you have all seen in these posts, simple is not really the way of the D/s lifestyle.


First and foremost, the sub must never create any kind of public scene. How many times have you seen couples yelling at each other in a restaurant, or standing in line for a movie? In the D/s world this never happens. And if it does, it is up to the top to make sure it never happens a second time. You see, when you are out with your Dom you reflect all his training, anything positive, or negative. One of the most serious behaviors my sub can commit is to reflect badly on my training in public.


A Dom treasures his sub. When she is out with him, he wants to show her off. He wants the world to see how well behaved she is. How she speaks, how she walks, how she  sits at the table, all reflect back to the Dom. Now some Doms, myself included, may want a specific action from his sub. I have told Bre to make sure when we sit down at a restaurant or in the car, to have her bb touching the leather or cloth material .This is usually after a good spanking, as I believe a sub must be spanked before going out in public, to remind them of just how they are to behave.


Now the other side of the coin is the Dom must never mistreat his sub, or cause any negativity to befall her while he is out with her. This is a two-way street. A sub must always be treated with respect and kindness. A Dom must be a gentleman in the world. Hold doors open, speak softly, etc.. Just because she is out with a top, does not mean he can or should order her around and embarrass her. But, if misbehavior occurs it can be delt with in a couple of ways. A trip to the car for a bb brushing (I always keep a brush in the glove compartment just in case). Or he can just softly tell his submissive, “this will be taken care of as soon as we get home.” If the top has a vibe, these words will be enough to stop any bad behavior.


And the punishment for any public outburst is severe indeed, but thats another post.   So… Let me know what you think, and remember, some of you have been a bit lax in the respect department  WHEN POSTING. I do not want to see that again from any of you,       be good or else!



Step Right Up For Your Saturday Spanking!

Saturday Spankings


Nikki here. This week for Saturday Spankings I decided to bring to you an excerpt from my favorite book of Bree’s. Guardian Domination. This is such a freaking awesome book. I know you will all love it. So enjoy the excerpt and when your finished, head on over to the sat spanks blog to visit with the other awesome authors.


Guardian Domination


After yet another run-in with the law, Celeste Bronston is given one last chance to avoid incarceration. Her godfather, Jace Jordon, has offered to take her under his roof and serve as her legal guardian, despite the fact that she will be eighteen before she even moves into his home. With no other choice if she wants to stay out of jail, Celeste accepts the judge’s offer, even though it means that until the age of twenty-one she will be under the authority of a man she has never even met.

Expecting her godfather to be a stuffy old man, Celeste is pleasantly surprised to find that he is barely over thirty, and moreover, he is quite well-to-do. The strict rules she is expected to obey come as a much less pleasant surprise, however. When she discovers how Jace deals with disobedient young ladies, she is truly shocked. Eighteen or not, she soon learns that bad behavior will earn her a long, hard, bare bottom spanking.

As time passes, though, Celeste begins to see Jace as much more than just a strict guardian. Although he initially resists his feelings, Jace too begins to see Celeste in a different light. When he begins to reveal his interest in dominance and submission to the feisty young woman who shares his home, their relationship begins to grow dramatically, but where will things lead?


I am going to have to punish you, though. Your behavior was unacceptable.”

“You aren’t going to take away the puppies, are you?” I panicked.

Jace shook his head with a slight chuckle. “Heck no; those little mutts are here to stay, too.” He paused. “No, I’m afraid I am going to have spank you.”

“What?!” I stared at him in horror. “Are you nuts? I’m 18 and way too old to be treated like a baby. You can’t do that. It’s child abuse! You promised never to hit me!”

He stayed calm. “Make up your mind; are you 18 or a child? And I promised to never bruise your face. I said nothing about your bottom.”

I was mortified! I had to talk my way out of this. “Listen, let’s be reasonable; it’s my first offense and…”

“Are you planning on becoming an attorney? Because if you don’t finish school, you don’t have a shot. Now get across my lap and let’s get this done with.”

I did not budge. There was absolutely no way I was going to humiliate myself by following his direction. Jace sighed loudly before reaching for my earlobe and effortlessly guided me across his lap. I fought to escape his tight grip before employing another means of escape. I sunk my teeth into his thigh.

“Ow!” he yelled “Damn it, Celeste! I was going to spare you this time, but now you’ve done it.” Without hesitation, he yanked down my sweat pants and panties and pushed them down to my knees.

My mortification grew in leaps and bounds, knowing he could see every nook and cranny of my personal space. “No! Please, I’m sorry! I swear, Jace, I’m so sorry!”

The only response was the swoosh of his hand followed by the echoing crack of flesh meeting flesh.

Hope you enjoyed this excerpt. If you did, and would like to purchase the book you can get it at the following vendors:


Blushing Books

Barnes & Noble

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Gabby Reece -Talks about Submissiveness in her marriage



Gabby Reece: Marital strife ‘made us stronger’

In her new book, “My Foot Is Too Big for the Glass Slipper,” the beach volleyball star is opening up about her relationship with surfer husband Laird Hamilton. NBC’s Kate Snow reports and Reece talks about the book, saying troubled times were good for their marriage.

Click Here because I don’t know how to embed video in my blog cause I’m a big dummy head.

Oh and if you fast forward to about  400 or so, that is where she starts talking.

Ice Water To The Veins and What Makes a Subbie Tick…

timid girl



Last week SJ posted about force. Force vs. Dom force. And this week, I am out of town and yesterday morning I could not get ahold of Daddy or Bree. After several hours, I was getting worried. Like, really worried. So I was emailing, and messaging and calling-leaving messages on the home phone. Nothing, nada, zip. Until like 1:30. It was kind of alarming. Well, turns out Bree was suffering from a migraine that she had been enduring for about 24hours at that point. So Daddy took her to the doc. Now he said he emailed me, and Bree said she emailed me too-after the doctors appointment. But for some reason I didn’t get either of them. Anyway, why all this back story information? Because of the email exchange. Went something like this…


Nikki:Where are you guys? You need to call me or email me or something to let me know your ok. Im think Bre is either still sick-in which case I would hope you would call me or email me and let me know. In any case I don’t like not being able to get ahold of you. If I don’t hear from you like this, I worry.


SJ:I did. I sent you an email this morning and Bree left you one. She wasted a lot of time while I was gone and is now working. She will talk to you when I give her permission. Under no circumstances are you to contact her until her wrting is done for the day. I will inform you when she can talk to you. Lov u.


Ok so at this point any sane person would just say yes sir and slowly back away, right? Yea, this is me we are talking about.




I did not get an email from you. Nothing. How come your being so mean? I don’t hear from you guys all day long then when I do finally, I can hardly talk at all. 🙁

lov u



SJ:  First, I sent you an email this morning. If you did not get it, thats Yahoos fault. Second, you need to tone down your attitude. Third, I am not happy with Brees attitude today and thats what I am dealing with right now. Once that has been done she can talk. The only response I want from you is yes sir. love u but you need to mind-especially today.




Now, you all got a little taste of SJ getting his “Dom on” when he was giving you his scenarios for  the Dom-force post. Above was actually a fairly mild message to mind him, but it still had me quaking a little bit. You know what I mean? That feeling in your tummy? Yea. Well of course, my only response was…Yes sir! of course. I may be crazy but I’m not stupid! lol




In any case, I started thinking about the fact that due to my being in school and communicating via messenger or email with Daddy, or even I am embarrassed to admit, at home. Sometimes I am in my room and if I am on the computer (hello, it is on all the time 24/7) rather than yell through the house (cause honestly, I have never heard Daddy yell) he will just message me. So I thought I would share couple messages. The ones that had me immediately snapped to attention.This is from last week.



-I woke up to the following email. This is just a little bit of it.


SJ:  I am not mad or anything   just so you know,you have two orders,and your only reply will be yes sir.You will do these orders as soon as you read the email or have a valid excuse why not.


-I of course responded with a yes sir and completed the assignment.



Well I did complete the assignment but for one reason or another one thing led to another and before you knew it I was in a heap of trouble. Trouble in which Bree was involved in-in respect to my punishment. Well I emailed Daddy..Pleading for help.


Nikki: Daddy please stop her! Its not fair. She is being so mean to me. You are already punishing me. Why do I have to get all these extras too. And Lily didn’t get anything, and she is the one that tattled too.


SJ: Did I not say all you were allowed to say is yes sir?  You will be striped with the cane. As I told you, you must pay attention. The fact you think things are unfair are not relevant only my orders and desires  SJ


-If thats not ice water to the veins, I don’t know what is.


Nikki: Yes Sir.


SJ: I told you, you really have to edit what you say. Some stripes on your bb will certainly remind you. SJ


OK so they were just a couple examples of text or email conversations I have had with him. When or if you put yourself in my position, how do they make you feel? 


I was talking to another subbie and she said she feels nervous when reading an email from a strong Dom. She gets that fluttery feeling in her tummy too.


It is a cross between a feeling of doom-cause you know you are in for it. (And even though the thought of a spanking is exciting-the pain of it is not). Or excitement. Or, pleasure-because he cares enough to reprimand you. Whatever you are feeling, they are quite real, those feelings. But why? Why do we have them? What is it that sets us apart from other women that do not identify themselves as submissive? Is there something wrong with us? And how do they convey that vibe to us, so clearly, through a simple text message?


As young girls we sure do get a lot of mixed messages. Most of us grow up watching Disney princesses and wished we could be them. We are taught to obey our parents. And often told that we will one day grow up, meet prince charming, get married, have babies, etc. But we are also taught the value of an education, the importance of independence, and the necessity of a career. So naturally, we-many of us- are a little bit confused.


I would say most women do eventually achieve most, if not all of those goals in one form or another. They either go to college & have a career or get a job of some sort. They also get married, have a couple of kids. They do it all. But where does that leave them on the inside? How do they reconcile the desire to be be a princess-taken care of? Loved and cherished by their prince charming, with what is in actuality more of an equal partnership, where they are both in charge of everything?


SJ trains subbies and I have noticed that they tend to be a little bit older. Not old, just-past the stage of going to their first job, getting married and having babies. They have done all that. Many of them are perfectly happy by all appearances. But inside…Inside something is missing. That desire to submit and be cared for is there in them but they are not able to express it. I guess that is why they decide to confront their husbands and start training. They want those desires to be satisfied. They need to feel that Dom vibe in their life. But why? 



For me, knowing that I have someone that will love and protect me. Who will care for me. That is really important. I don’t want-or need to be the boss,or the main decision maker. I need that control a Dom has over me because it makes me feel safe. I need the boundaries. I desire to obey. I want to please him. It makes me happy.


So is that wrong? Is something wrong with me-for us- for feeling like this? Because I am sure the women on The View would advise me to be locked up until I got my head straight. I guess the bottom line is, as long as we are not hurting anyone. We are not breaking any laws. Whats the problem? It makes us happy. I guess-who cares why right? Because trying to figure out why you feel a certain way implies that you are searching for a way to fix those feelings. But there is no reason to fix them. They are perfectly fine.


So, I guess…accept those butterflies in your tummy. Enjoy the feelings. Because it really is ok. Yea, some may still say we(I) am weird. But I don’t care. It is who I am and I embrace it.


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