The Uglies

Hey All! Do any of you relate to the sinking feeling you get when your Dom/Domme give you the LOD (Look of Death)? I mean, ok, that look says “I’ve reached my limit and now it’s your turn”.  We know we really screwed up then, right?  Do I hear ‘amen sista’?

Now, what about The Uglies- you know, that warning glint, scowl, glare, pursed lips, tweaking cheek, veins swelling….  those nasty little things that crop up when you’re didn’t do anything- on purpose, anyway. I got me a BIG case of the Uglies today. And all because of a harmless, little prank…..
All of your know that Nikki is FINALLY finishing up nursing school. She’s worked soooo hard and really had some struggles for a while, but she perservered and is nearing the end. Well, she’s got this teacher who is one bulb short of  a flashlight who is the bane of their school.  Nik took her test and got a B.  We are soooooo proud of her- I mean, I couldn’t even answer the questions on her study guide.
I’m digressing. Anyway, she wanted to tell John herself and asked me to direct him to her, but she didn’t want him to guess how well she did. Long story short- John came in, saw me first and asked about Nikki’s test.  I told him that she really needs to talk to her daddy right now and that she was in her room. He asked if she got an ‘A’ and I sadly looked at him and shook my head.  He ran to Nik’s room, pounds on the door and I heard her squeal. Yeah Nikki!
Not “yeah Breanna”. Oh no…. John marches right over to me with a HUGE case of the Uglies and starts saying what I did wasn’t cool, it was mean-spirited, he was so worried……
I mean, come on?  Even my reasoning that I did not lie to him and that it was NOT my fault he misread my body language, didn’t change the mind of Mr. Humorless Meanie Bully-butt. So we are schedualed to  ‘have a little talk’ on Sunday, after Nikki leaves for her friend’s babyshower.
Your Not SO Happy Bree

At Your Disposal!

Hello, My Friends!
Once again, I want to thank all of you for being so unbelievably supportive and bringing my books into the ranks of– YES– mainstream.  Cross your fingers!  I want Two By Day- Three By Night (to be released soon) made into a movie. Mmmmm, BDSM, spanking, hot sex, menage a trois and a hidden secret.

I also wanted to let you peeps know that even though I don’t play online a whole lot (mainly due to my lack of computer savvy), that you- my peeps- always come first.  I’m so proud of those of you who have been coming forward and asking questions about the lifestyle, healing and growth.  I will always have time, and lots of love and patience, for any of you who need me, and I am honored to be at your disposal. If you need a man’s opinion or direction, John is also there for you. 

I also wanted to share with you that we aren’t alone.  So many of us suffer the same fears, doubts, regrets, and weaknesses that have kept us from reaching our full potential.  Myself included.  As I’ve had John to encourage and urge me to a place of growth, I want to be there for you as well- as a friend, a sister, a teacher, a counselor and a fellow submissive. So don’t be afraid to write to me, ok?



Eraser Anyone?

OK, so you all know I have a punishment book right? Yea well that started when Daddy was on the road a lot. For me it continued because I am often at school or just not home when I get called on something and I am told to put it in the book. Plus, apparently Sir would rather just look at the book every week or two and settle up at that point with me. Bree on the other hand has a book, but since Daddy has been home, she has not had to enter much into hers-he takes care of her immediately.

So why am I excited? Cause yesterday I took an exam and passed and got my book erased. ERASED! Yea! So I have a couple more tests til the end of the semester and I am thinking I can avoid retribution for the next couple of weeks at least. And the best part is, Bre does NOT get that luxury! Yeehaw! Thanks Daddy!

Love Nikki

BDSM Xmas Tree

Ok, I admit, I am looking for a distraction right now because… have I mentioned… I hate editing?

I’m thinking of doing something a little different this year in celebration of my new career (writing) AND my 9th anniversary with John… Here goes!

Christmas tree.  No biggy, right? But– what if instead of:
Garland…. Use silk scarves
Tinsel…. Anal beads and nipple clamps with chains
Lights…. Lighted vibrators
A Star…. MEGA buttplug
Ornaments…. Color condoms- blown up, vibrating eggs, bullet vibrators, bottles of lube on strings, edible panties, handcuffs/restraints, ticklers
Candy canes… Duh! Real Canes!

Anyone have any other kinky ideas to add to this wonderful mind distraction?

PS.. I hope this does not offend anyone.. it will be kept in my bedroom only!

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